Great Expectations

It was worth it. Seeing you again,that is.

I knew I just had to see those deep-set piercing eyes once more.For the past months your memory never failed to leave my presence.How you manage to bring a smile on my face remains a mystery.Hackneyed as this may sound, you’re still that breathe of fresh air that you were once and I know for a fact that you always will be, well at least for me.

Square One Pier One.

I can’t believe I’m right back where I started.I was an hour early, as usual. You have that effect on me.You can make me go an extra mile or do things I don’t usually do on normal occassions like being an hour early, juggle fireballs,wrestle lions or even talk to an imaginary person, any excuse I can come up with just so I can spend a little more time with you.

I was reacquainted with the same old classroom,same old feeling,same old you and me, still no us. There I go again with the “hey”. Since when did I become a woman of a few words or one word in this case? You stood there armed with your wits, your charm, your eyes and your smile. I stood there with nothing but a “hey”. I was defenseless and at that point, falling inlove with you is absolutely inevitable.

I had a wonderful time. I don’t know if you felt the same, most probably not but as for me, it was great. In my own little universe the world was in perfect symmetry so to speak, well at least for that moment.

I believe in destiny and in the strong forces of nature. I believe in magic and in the powers that be.Most importantly, I believe in GOD. Let me borrow your words when I say that if its bound to happen, it’s gonna happen. I’ll continue living my life with this in mind. If you are indeed “The One” like I pray to God that you are, I am confident that no matter what road you take will lead you back to me.

“This is the true measure of freedom, having the most wonderful thing in the world without even owning it.” – Paolo Coelho

Judging by this statement I can say that I’m free.

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this happened about a year ago…just never had the chance to contemplate on it…

Beautiful Surprise
- India Arie-

Whatever it is you came to teach me
I am here to learn it cause
I believe that we’re written in the stars
I don’t know the future holds
But I’m living in the moment
And I’m thankful for the man that you are, you are,
you are
You are everything I ask for in my prayers
So I know my angels brought you to my life
Your energy is healing to my soul
You’re beautiful surprise
You’re inspiration to my life
You’re the reason why I smile
You’re beautiful surprise

i can’t help but smile and cross my fingers when I heard this song yesterday.
One day I’ll be able to sing it with someone.

As for you, whoever you are, I just want you to know that you’re the reason why after each and every heartache I do my best to stand up again and pick up the pieces of my life. Because of you fear is not an option. I sit here hoping and praying that maybe next time I take the plunge,that maybe next time I take the risk of falling in love again it will be you. You’re the one constant thing in this sea of uncertainty. I’ll keep on praying. I believe in God therefore I know that I’m not waiting in vain and I don’t mind waiting a lil bit more, I’ve been doing it all my life anyway.

No matter how many heartaches I have to endure to get to you I will. You’re worth it, I know.

I can’t wait to meet you, my beautiful surprise, the best gift GOd will give me. =)

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